I had the money. And money was coming in. I had girls and you know, I had the fame. But everything just seemed like it wasn't right. It wasn't the way I wanted it to be. And it felt like it was tarnished in a sense, you know...like even money came it, it was going away fast. And you know...with the girls it's like, relationship wise, just one after another. It just got bad. After a while I just hated girls. I literally ran around with a huge sign saying, you know...I'm whore haten. Sorry. I went to rampage and party to get the girls more than it was appropriate. I tried to buy expensive stuff. But then at the end of the road I realized that it's all empty. I cannot take any of them with me. And I just kept putting my time and efforts to the things that are outside of what's inside. And i realized I can't take any of the stuff with me when I die. Nothing can be taken except for my soul. I just need to get my soul right. Once I get that right, I'm good to go.
--recorded by leeulin
过去我有钱,有女人也有名.但是所有这些看起来都不对劲.那不是我想要的.感觉生活失去了光泽...你知道,就像钱来得快,去得也快.而和女生们间一个接一个的关系,最后都变得很糟糕..一段时间后,我就只是恨女生.我真得到处像座右铭一样的说...我恨女人. 对不起.那阵子我暴走参加派对去乱交女生. 我去买昂贵的东西.但是最后我意识到一些都是空的.我拿不走它们中任何的东西.而我只是一直把我的时间,精力耗费在一些虚浮表面的东西上.我意识到当我死的时候,我什么也带不走,除了我的灵魂. 我只需要一个对的灵魂. 一旦我的灵魂对了,我的一切都会好的.
[ 本帖最後由 1syun1 於 2010-2-25 22:17 編輯 ]
